to watch me burn,
Lost everything
that I used to yearn,
No split loyalties,
cos I severed the ties,
alot of my friendships
I have had to revise,
just more memories
to cut stab bruise,
even more torment
for the soul to muse.
There's chinks in the armour,
I fear emotional leak,
So I pushed everyone away,
I'm pathetically weak.
Dont look at me,
Dont witness this affliction,
It's my burden to carry,
I put myself in this position.
I don't want your pity,
understanding, or caring tone,
misery loves company,
but I belong on my own,
Too much of my mind
is before my eyes,
An undignified release
of my souls cries.
