other drug question need advice

[bowl]

so as im sure u can allready tell im on other drugs. its my 2nd drug of choice, ice, i lk to smoke it. i used to be real bad on that shit yrs ago got clean 4 a couple yrs dipped back n2 it 4 lk 6 7 months. cleaned up 4 a yr. just recently did it again. its been a couple wks did it 2nite. i kinda wantd 2 jus do it lk once every 4 or 6 months so i dnt get bad on it again. i kno its so horrible 4 u as well. i do have a kid now 2. i really do my best 2 b a good dad. i take care of him, change diapers, feed him, play with him when i can if im not workin. ima better dad than the one i had as a child. i feel good when im on it but than thank bout my son who is a yr now. than i start 2 thankn n feelin bad but feelin good from tha drug. does that make me a bad person or a bad parent? i kinda am sensitive 2 things when it comes 2 people sayin stuff bout my son lk ima horrible parent n shit lk that cuz i do try, so if ur going 2 comment pls respect that n get ur point across without makin me seem and feel lk a total piece of shit pls i still feel bad when i think bout it. thanks guys

[cutthecashflow]

You shouldn't be on that stuff around your kid. If you want to do it do it two or three times a year, but being that high around your son is not a good idea.

[bowl]

well i wasnt with him we had a babysitter. we came home n put him 2 bed n layed down with him. it fuckin sucked just layin there when ur all wired up haha. did more thinkin 2day but with a more sober head. pretty much the same as u sayed just cut it back 2 2 times a yr every 6 months. make sure we gotta babysitter and stop early so we can not be so uncomfortable layin down with him